Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Perspective, Consistency, Complexity

The first breadcrumb comes from something highly unlikely to have been found, moreover explored ever deeper. But these three words, when plugged into Google Sets (before it got discontinued and became some weird Google Drive plugin) yielded an interesting set of words that in the words of the discoverer, AA Austen:
Its just "sort of" coincidence that plugging PCC into google sets returns just about everything you would want out of a program.
 It warrants a deeper look into the relation of these words and how they fall in place. But for now, they are just a piece in a puzzle.

Another breadcrumb on this, lest it be lost to obscurity is the term "Perspective Area Network". I read a doctorate thesis on this topic once, which I cannot find anymore, about how networks today seem remarkably different depending on where you are located. This is commonly experienced with the message "not supported in your region", and is commonly circumvented with the dark arts of Proxies, VPN and P2P networks. I think I found it, its called Blossom.

I was fixated on the idea of perspective and how there are currently around 7 Billion different perspectives, each one containing limitless possible interpretations. I link thee to my old post on Perception.

Breadcrumbs

I feel there is a need to lay down some breadcrumbs so as not to loose my way once again. As I'm doing this quick rescan of past works, references and ideas, I'm starting to see a pattern emerging. And it is mind-blowing.

I realize right now it seems very much like crazy-talk to put it bluntly but that's because they are merely parts of the big picture. How big this picture goes, remain  to be seen.


Read the flavor text.

The uphill battle continues.

Well its been approximately 11 years since that first math class under sir Betco's tutelage and my uphill battle continues. I realize now what that song "The Climb" by Miley Cyrus talks about and have come to appreciate my climb. I will never give up.

I was rereading my very first thesis proposal I submitted (which got approved, btw) and realized "man, I'm using big words but it doesn't look like I understand what I'm saying at all!". Haha. That's naivety for you. But as I retrace my steps, and look back to reflect and see where I wandered to and meandered along in this epic journey, I have come to realize why I pursued such a ludicrous dream in the first place and why, as I am continuing this struggle, am I foolhardily continuing unabated.

The gift of mental power comes from God, Divine Being, and if we concentrate our minds on that truth, we become in tune with this great power. - Nikola Tesla
It's so simple now. Because I was made so. I was not designed to settle, I was not made for mediocre, I know now that I will regret it if I did something half-baked or "Just to get it done". I'm lazy, I get that, I'm also filled with human weakness but that's part of it. Part of what will make this work. I can feel it.

One day, looking back, it will all be clear. But for now, let us continue. Forgive me mother.